March 2023: Written at Thirty (Part 1)
This title makes people so sad. It reminds me of the time I criticized Fang Qiu on the CSDN blog in 2016 and 2017. It seems like it was just yesterday. Now in reality, it seems that something has been accomplished, but it still seems that nothing has been accomplished. It has been seven years since I planned to compete in France.
I go to 2000
I realized some of my original small ideals - I came out to see the world and experienced more things. The whole person becomes broader. I also discovered that I didn’t know how to live and often tortured myself. These and so on are all slowly coming to terms with oneself at the age of 30.
Living to this day, I have sorted out one principle of life: slow down, eat a good meal, and rest. It is very necessary to fill yourself up with energy. More important than grabbing time itself.
As long as you want to rest, no one can torture you.
The road is still long
Life is a slow process of being hammered. Over the years, things at home, at work, and in interpersonal relationships have made me realize what Jia Ge said back then, “After the age of 19, you will experience greater happiness and greater sadness.” My greatest happiness stayed at the age of 19, and things became increasingly painful after that.
Unfulfilled – I still haven’t accomplished what I wanted to accomplish. I want to do something seriously, even if it is a small thing. If you don’t care about other people’s opinions, there is no one else on the field, and you don’t care about some things, the harm to you from any bad things is really close to zero.
If you look at my experience in the past ten years, step by step from the county seat to here, I have come a long way. In the next ten years, I will still be able to go further.
Just make sth. Just do it.
Just start doing it and you’ll be further along than others.
I used to always think about how to make money through solidity, but now I really want to learn solidity well.